why?

I have set a deadline for myself to finish a section of my background section by this Wednesday.  It’s the most difficult section I’ve had to right thus far.  It’s very multi-disciplinary.  Reading for this section has been very frustrating.  Similar words are used from different disciplines to mean different things.  I hate this.  I find myself doing other things instead of reading.  Why?  It’s hard.  So what?  Just sit your ass down and read.  It’s no fun.  Well that might be it.  Technical academic writing is dry.  Why couldn’t they make it more entertaining?  Why do I always need to be entertained?  Do I have ADD?  Where has my discipline gone?  I keep eating.  That is super bad.  I hate this.  I wish I could wake up tomorrow morning and I was miraculously done this section.  Forget this section, I wish I woke and tomorrow morning there was a Masters degree under my pillow.  Wouldn’t it be wonderful?  It would be from the Masters fairy.  Instead of leaving her a tooth under your pillow you leave her your… what could I give her?  My candy wrappers?  I don’t know.  It’s gotten so bad that I’m blogging again for God’s sake!  I think someone is going to have to staple my ass to my chair.  I need to be forced to do this.  Someone has to sit outside my room and force me to stay there until I’m done.  Uggggh!!!  I hate this.

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