It’s about 8am-ish right now. The current temperature is -22 degrees celsius. With windchill it’s -32 degrees celsius. Why are we here? Tuesday and Wednesday I did not leave the apartment once. My throat was soar, I had a slight fever my back hurt and I thought I should just stay in and study. Situations like this work out well for me, I like sitting very still and just studying when I need to. Lord knows I get distracted easily so I find I study best like veal are raised. Small box, little distraction.

I am running out of provisions however. I have no bread and no milk and no tortilla chips. All three of which are regular staples for me. I’ve been telling myself each day that I’ll go and get these things and each day I look outside and think… I can really just eat something else.

My detest of the winter has spiked all of a sudden. I think it’s ridiculous where we live. I should be able to just run out for things without wondering if my car will start. I want the melting to begin immediately.