Nusraat

If you know me you know that I’m fairly high strung. I already pray, read Quran, joined two halaqas, started wall-climbing, working out too, tried to eat my way out of it and tried to shop my way out of it… result: afloat.

I think you just need to face it. Whatever it is that you’re running from or changing yourself for unsuccessfully. When you’re young it’s so easy. There is halal and haram. Then you learn tricks of rationalizing, then you become influenced by pride and status, then you want to be perfect… result: insanity.

If you live your life (as I feel I have lived mine) to be nothing more than a holding pattern until this happens or that happens… you run the risk of never touching-down. If you’re too rash then you will collide. Very fine balance I suppose. Haven’t quite figured it out myself. result: confusion

Whatever, I have to study my ass of tomorrow. G’nite.

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